if only it was as easy

2009-06-25T08:56:00.000-07:00

IM VERY SAD. :(

2009-02-20T22:38:00.000-08:00

been 2 weeks since i last blogged!

& school has definitely been hectic :/

im kinda in the "REGRETS" mood now,

as i totally missed out on so many trials!

thought i would settle down on street,

but realise i've been wanting more than just one cca,

and now so many ccas trials have been over,

it's too lateee.

but oh wells, make the best out of everything i guess!

school's gonna rawk totally (;

& joyce!

although i've been suanning you everyday about our class,

do have a positive attitude towards everything okay!

it's not as bad as it seems...

you'll find out!

rockon 10SO6B (:

2009-02-07T21:55:00.001-08:00

ORIENTATION OVER,

but all's just the beginning!

HH'03 4EVA!

2009-02-01T08:23:00.003-08:00

ORIENTATION GROUPINGS NAMES 2009.

Houses:

Bayley-Waddle (Yellow)
Buckle-Buckley (Green)
Hadley-Hullett (Purple/Black)
Moor-Tarbet (Red)
Morrison-Richardson (Blue)

♦ BB01 - oom chichi
♦ BB02 - oogle
♦ BB03 - oink
♦ BB04 - oddball
♦ BB05 - oompaloompa
♦ BB06 - o'ne thing 2 do 3 words 4 you
♦ BB07 - outwit outplay outlast
♦ BB08 - oops I did it again!
♦ BB09 - oreo
♦ BB10 - orh horh
♦ BB11 - oh, I see!
♦ BB12 - oh, we're out of og names!
---
♦ BW01 - o'eoeoeoeoeoeo
♦ BW02 - O'o
♦ BW03 - okay
♦ BW04 - obiang
♦ BW05 - o'rlando bloom
♦ BW06 - one night stand
♦ BW07 - o'h oh we're in trouble!
♦ BW08 - oohlala
♦ BW09 - o'kie dokie
♦ BW10 - O_O
♦ BW11 - origami
♦ BW12 - orny you
---
♦ HH01 - oonagi
♦ HH02 - or rather I don't (not sure abt this one HAD QUESTIONABLE SOURCE)
♦ HH03 - o'h hot damn this is my jam!
♦ HH04 - o'leholeh
♦ HH05 - og that rocks
♦ HH06 - out of ideas
♦ HH07 - owe money pay money
♦ HH08 - octopus
♦ HH09 - orhsome
♦ HH10 - o who lives in a pineapple under the sea (♥♥♥)
♦ HH11 - ogie bogie
♦ HH12 - omnomnom (not sure, but OMG SO CUTE!!)
---
♦ MR01 - oyapeyasom
♦ MR02 - over my dead body
♦ MR03 - o'cd
♦ MR04 - O:
♦ MR05 - onceuponatimetherewerethreelittlepigs...andtheylivedhappilyeveraftertheend.
♦ MR06 - O'([]_[])o
♦ MR07 - onitsuka tiger
♦ MR08 - ohana (hawaiian for family)
♦ MR09 - original
♦ MR10 - ohayou
♦ MR11 - oi!
♦ MR12 - o'rly?
---
♦ MT01 - orbiquack
♦ MT02 - o'h my tian
♦ MT03 - o'spartan dog
♦ MT04 - obama
♦ MT05 - ocus-pocus
♦ MT06 - ouch!
♦ MT07 - oogachaga
♦ MT08 - oxoxo you know you love me
♦ MT09 - obigood
♦ MT10 - o'h smack that, give me some more
♦ MT11 - ong xi fa cai
♦ MT12 - obi-wan kenobi

2009-02-01T08:23:00.001-08:00

ORIENTATION GROUPINGS NAMES 2009.

2009-01-31T04:49:00.000-08:00

tday was bai nian @ gwen's house!

Her place's really nice!

nice place, nice dog, nice mother (:

what to complain about man!

& i bought new shoes!

Anyway! it seems a craze that everyone's hyped up for orientation!

especially the OG group names,

which have to be started with the letter O!

names include...

obi wan kenobi!

orbi quek!

O_O

orh orh!

orlando bloom!

oreo owns o'll of 'ou!

and lastly mine!

OH HOT DAMN, THIS IS MY JAM (:

2009-01-30T08:38:00.001-08:00

i wonder if anyone still reads this smelly, rotting, dead blog.

i wonder if anyone actually gets to see these words updated.

but i just thought that i needed a break from this,

and see the true world out there.

CNY has been drastic,

only good thing in mind was the good food i had,

other than that,

pretense, intense, within the family,

totally not good.

but there are just too many things to be thankful for for the week,

im thankful that my sunburnt face & peelings healed right on the day before CNY!

im grateful that i got into street! as hard as it seems, and as impossible as i thought :/

& so many more small small pieces that made up my word HAPPINESS.

& i feel loved in many many ways.

i really hope that i'll fulfill my promise to update this place,

will speak of my final cca decisions,

& probably,

orientation next week (:

so till then...

please keep this humble blog alive...

by tagging ! (;

2009-01-26T11:13:00.000-08:00

TAG REPLIES(:

Louis- hey handsome! thanks for da tag :D

Wanxuan- haha i never say myself can! you praised me that ahahah.

Joyce- haha yea i did and it is! why you never go back! bet all the teachers miss you man,

eychelle- no lah im not! ok lah maybe im suffering from OES, occasional emo syndrome!

Maine- haha yo! thanks for that compliment :p

angus- yoyo fencer-to-be!

geyi- Haha thanks la! fellow dancerrr :D

Jasmine- Haha THANKS! (:

Layching- haha hmm, that's a BIG change though! ;x

Yihao- wah thanks man, appreciated hahaha :D

limei- haha hello! i know youuu! joyce's friend & street dancer! :D:D blessed cny! (:

justine- haha yea it is.. ultimate frisbee!

HAPPY NIU YEAR ALL (:

2009-01-25T05:14:00.000-08:00

yay it has been finally 100% chopped, gurranteed, confirmed!
Here's the 1st email from captain!

"HELLO ALL!

This is Sherrie, your captain speaking (:

To our new J1s, WELCOME TO STREET DANCE! we will soon be adding you to the streetdance yahoogroups, so please do look out for the invite! It may even land in your spam box for some @_@ so yup! we'll let you know.

TO CLARIFY THINGS,
YES you guys are confirmed in Street Dance, congratulations for making the cut!but NO this is not the CONFIRMED batch. there are still some in the midst of pending and we have called them back for 2nd auditions to select the remainder of your batch! however, in street we DO NOT put others down, so even though you guys have been the first batch to be selected, your entire batch all START OFF EQUALLY okay?(:

J1s, we will hold a proper welcoming and introduction to Street Dance as soon as possible k, so sorry to suddenly smack you guys into this big competition on your arrival(:

ANYWAY MUCH EXCITEMENT AND FUN AWAITS ALL OF YOU IN THIS CCA FOR 2009!! Have a great chi new year and once again, welcome aboard :D

MUCHLOVES,
SHERRIE. "

onward! (:

2009-01-24T22:43:00.000-08:00

raffles street dance,

i'm gonna buck up seriously!

& totally can't believe raffles street magic has trials too,

MAN.

& mama's prettaye angry that i haven't gotten my stuff yet,

i better rush off now!

& sorry pretty, but im a little juggled up and mixed around,

CIAO.

2009-01-23T07:50:00.000-08:00

I finally know the difference between a person who cares about everyone else but doesn't give two hoots about you, and a person who miss seeing everything because all that are in her eyes is you.

worlds apart, & it hurts.

but today's a real happy day!

PTL.

saw Mrs Chan, psch friends, and made many new friends!

I feel that 2009's gonna be a real great year,

I cant believe how fast my social circle's expanding,

in just the month of January,

PTL again! :D

& i know it's kinda weird,

but i feel good when I catch someone staring at me in that "i like you" face,

and when two things fight over me.

2009-01-21T05:57:00.000-08:00

SUNBURNT AGAIN.

today had only 50 minutes of lecture, -.-

& the rest of the time was spent on basketball,

as we wait for frisbee clinic,

as well as floorball trials!

i found frisbee to be quite fun eh!

Although it looks rather "gay" initially,

but it's a hard sport and takes alot of stamina,

and everything!

floorball was good as well, enjoyed myself,

but didnt make it through! :(

i think i've somehow improved alot on the sport itself,

& the coach was friendly, but strict & much,

shan't rant anymore!

Although I can't say that not making it through did not hit me at all,

i thought i felt rather okay!

after all i didnt sign up, just decided to go today,

and i enjoyed myself! :D

dance tomorrow!

really hope i can get through, really!

oh & i haven't been replying tags, sorry!

REPLIES

hansheng- haha see! dont have so late trials lah, conman sia lolol

Gwen- yeah rijc! onward!

wanxuann- where got lor, cute right! -pukes myself- >.<

Anon- haha hey shaun, man aci, how to fight with rijc! ;p

Angus- haha do be jealous do be!

bettie- does it sound like it is? no la my blog is super pure yo :D

hong- haha siao ah you, lolol!

Jasmine- thanks for th tag dino! :D

MX- haha hello! yeah i remember you! (:

Gwen- thanks la, all the best to me forthe rest!

Vera- haha really meh! you mean they post you to random ccas? where got such thing!

DONE. {:

2009-01-20T06:43:00.000-08:00

MY BLOG DIED,

so here i am resuscitating it!

bit by bit.

School has been boring!

introductory lectures are useful in some sense, but waste of time in many sense(s). ._.

& 've been basketballing,

but as much as i dont want to accept the fact,

it's abit too late, and hard for me to join the team, the cca even.

But yeah im gona try, or i wont know right!

soso updates are like..

frisbee clinic tomorrow!

mod dance and street dance on thursday!

HECTIC WEEK, JIAYOU WEIJIE :D

2009-01-16T09:35:00.000-08:00

taken from hansheng!

Really lazy to blog about my day, so this looks cool!

A-Z

Do you have a friend for every letter of the alphabet?

Task: Name one male or female friend for every letter of the alphabet.

A- Alvin, Ashley

B- Bryan, Bettie

C- Clement, Cheryl

D- Daniel, Denise

E- Elias, Eychelle

F- Flyingman, Fiona

G- Guoqiang, Gwen

H- huuuuuu, Hakim, Hweeling

I- Ivan, Isabelle

J- Jaryl, Jasmine

K- Ken, Kimberly

L- Louis, Lay Ching

M- Marcus, Minghui! (:

N- Nicholas, Nicole

O- Ohoh, Olivia

P- Patrick, Pei En

Q- Quang, Queen ><

R- Ruijie, Rachel

S- Shaun, Serene

T- Timothy, Tzeteng

U- UHOH. underwear ._.

V- Victor, Vera

W- Wayne, Wanxuan

X- Xinghe, Xinmin

Y- Yihao!!, Yuntian

Z- Zihao, Zzz

2009-01-15T07:35:00.000-08:00

when will this game of jealousy ever end?

I dont feel like caring anymore, perhaps.

Today was welcome speeches & introductory lectures,

The best has yet to come. It has yet to come.

2009-01-13T08:08:00.001-08:00

I GOT ADS LEH,

WHEE WHOO WHEE,

HELP ME CLICK PLEASE :D

THANK YOU SEXIES (:

2009-01-13T05:58:00.000-08:00

When the stage is bare tonight,

There's no one else,

Just You and me,

When the curtains close behind,

There's no pretense,

I'm on my knees,

At just so many times like this,

when you feel so dry and everything seems so bleak,

Do you feel like throwing behind everything,

Giving up everything you once believed in,

& just let everything pass by.

But just believe,

have faith in him,

have trust in what you're doing,

He'll never give up on you!

ALRIGHT MS LALALA?

This blog seems lifeless,

Even taggers are growing lesser & lesser by th day.

But well, as i promised, i shall blog.

Today was basketball and total shopping,

Got new tops & bottoms!

Chinese new year is gona be a bang! :D

Tomorrow's RJC open house,

All you people with scores that are eligible,

Why not join us yah!

I PRAY AND PRAY AND PRAY,

that there will be tryouts for basketball!

JUST GRANT ME A CHANCE YA.

This is my cry,

My one desire,

More of You,

More of You.

2009-01-09T08:31:00.000-08:00

6R'04 class chalet 8th-9th 2009
I just woke up at 9pm!
LET THE PICTURES DO THE WALKING,
TALKING,
AND EVERYTHING.

2009-01-07T05:42:00.000-08:00

Although we both made our mistakes,

and some we never wished we made,

it'll be okay if we just stay, together.

Today was kinda insane!

basketball at 3 places with 3 different groups of people in one day.

I'm feeling just one word: DEAD.

I feel feverish again,

& there's chalet tomorrow,

Had better get into slumber real soon!

&tag replies!

Aaron- Haha who calls himself pimple boy! thanks for tagging :D

Jasmine- Yeaaa the brand of your diapers girl! :x

Louis- ... wah dont need publicly announce it yo!

Xiaoser- Yeah diet jiayou! sure can one if you believe! my butt hurts too, but no more :D

Jane- Hahahahha, how was ty's birthday celebration! ;p

Justine- Haha alot meh! Look at hs' hahahah, & you say my blog post v short! :( heh

Angus- Haha i think so too, 1 meal in 1 day after so many 10 hours of basketball >.<

Bye.

2009-01-06T08:57:00.001-08:00

TODAY WAS ECP,

with serene hs and i!

Pity many couldn't turn up due to committments and reasons,

But it's alright we had fun in their place :p

Cycled for 2 hours,

that was totally the max,

my butts hurt more than anything.

Met up with Gwen and Justine!

Headed over to some random kopitiam and had our dinner [:

niang was on a diet (supposedly!) but she ate the most yo!

Heh control please! diet jiayou! :D

Then we totally went for smelly tofu,

and it really smells bad lah,

big turnoff for me :p

& YEAH THAT'S PUTTING THE WHOLE DAY IN A FEW WORDS.

peekchers!

Jasmine the diaper girl!

WAHAHAHA.

why do i keep thinking whether my efforts will be futile?

why do i keep guessing if everything i do gets seen?

I decide to give, without expecting anything in return.

I just want you to be happy,

even if it's w/o me.

2009-01-05T12:41:00.000-08:00

i realise i always blog only because someone tells me to.

Anyway I'm still feeling weak today!

Couldn't catch the guys at swimming today,

Had to sleep in, so sorry yawl.

But well i did manage to go for soccer!

Everyone's emo today, ended up tripping each other and lotsa swearing.

I FORGOT TO TAKE PICTURES AGAIN.

and my foot's totally twisted!

result from wearing running shoes to soccer.

OW.

Then dinner at old kallang airport!

Wah good food there seriously,

ate kinda 2 meals there.

then it was back home,

felt it was good chatting with the class,

although the atmosphere wasn't exactly perfect.

and there was PC tonight!

i felt that it was good!

powerfulll.

and it was held finally after postponing it thrice :p

and lalala,

've been chatting till it's almost 5am now!

ECP TOMORROW.

hope i dont sleep while biking (:

something you said still bothers me,

does it really appear to you,

that i am not doing anything? :(

2009-01-04T07:35:00.000-08:00

My body clock's being totally screwed.

Viruses are attacking & my body ain't seem to be able to do anything but let them infiltrate me.

My head's spinning,

My throat's burning,

My stomach's aching,

My cough's worsening,

My neck's straining.

one word: BAD.

ANYWAY,

today was service & followed by fellowship!

I thought today's fellowship was fulfilling & fun,

though i was slowly draining out on energy by these stupid sicknesses.

everyone who came was good!

minghui!

jasmine!

vera!

jane!

hansheng!

da jie yuntian!

serene niang!

valerie sista!

aaron!

gwen!

ian!

huiwen!

wheeee, murderer chucky and small fish big fish small coke big coke!

DIAPER GIRL HEH :D

2009-01-03T07:54:00.001-08:00

Hanqiao, Yihao and Zhujie were totally supposed to come my house today,

BUT IT WAS CANCELLED AGAIN.

Well better not,

I went shopping with family!

I've always thought shopping with my family was cool, because of free atms around :p

kidding!

Anyway i bought quite a few tops and stuff, since there were sales everywhere.

And i headed down to westmall!

Met HS, L, Serene, Gwen and folded stuff!

It was heck tiring and totally difficult.

I left before finishing my work (sorry!)

And headed to next place!

TANJONG PAGAR!

had food at maxwell!

not bad uh, starved the entire day already!

Then we hang around,

wanted to do this do that,

but in the end we're back at home.

YUPYUP:D EVENTFUL EH :D

QUICKLY LOOK AT THISSS.

2009-01-02T07:36:00.000-08:00

Today can be named WORLD EMO DAY.

at least for myself, and people i talked to.

I ain't exactly emo though,

I'm more to pissed.

I seem to be pissed with everything and anything today.

I'm supposed to go to so many places today.

But for some reason, everything just had to be cancelled.

I'm sorry i could'nt go for basketball this morning 6R,

ain't feeling that good.

And i intended to go out with someone,

But turns out he left his house and all,

without telling me everything.

And that's not all.

Too many many many many things happen.

Thus i decided that basketball shall be my gateway for frustration once again.

Felt a teeny weeny bit better after that!

Came back online,

And got scolded by people right away.

Totally "WTH".

But i guess, if everyone's all emo,

and no one tries to cheer up the rest,

then no one will be okay already right!

CHEER UP EVERYONE YO.

WHAT HAPPENED TODAY,

IS GOING TO BE THE PAST IN 15 MINUTES.

SO WHY NOT LOOK AT THE PAST AND LAUGH AT IT,

AND IF TODAY HAD ALREADY BEEN SO BAD,

ISN'T TOMORROW GOING TO BE BETTER (:

I won't say i love you if i dont really do.

2009-01-01T06:21:00.000-08:00

HEH HUWENJIE BRO,
this post is dedicated to you!
Thanks for being my brother for 16 years already!
You are my brother by birth,
But you will still be my brother by choice.
Although we quarrel at times,
Even over nothing,
That's what makes us closer right!
I'm sorry that I make Mummy and Daddy pissed and worried like most of the time,
But you are always still there for me yo!
I think you're getting real full of wisdom,
Your words totally makes sense though at times i hate to agree :x
GET A GIRLFRIEND SOON ALRIGHT. (:
You totally make me feel like I have 3 parents,
& make me soooo loved.
Although I dont really say this face to face to you,
( and you will blame me for being gay )
THANK GOD FOR YOU AND I LOVE YOU,
happy 2009! :D:D:D

2009-01-01T05:58:00.000-08:00

SOMEONE TEACH ME BREAKDANCE YO.

be nice be nice!

i totally almost broke my neck and i twisted my back,

because of a failed attempt for a breakdance move :(

HAPPY NEW YEAR AGAIN :D

2008-12-31T17:17:00.000-08:00

My blog's going to be totally like one filled with emo poem-like lines.

But, it just had to be expressed that way.

YOU.

You saw all of his strengths,

But you looked at all of my flaws and weaknesses.

You know of the time he gave to you,

But you never knew of the time i had sacrificed.

You liked the many big things that he did for you,

But you never noticed the small gestures from me.

You took all the words from people for real,

But you hadn't even listened to my explanations.

You would praise him loud in the open,

But you never realised how it hurt me deep in the dark.

You will say that I'm thinking too much on my own part,

But I'm afraid that if I think too little, I'll just lose you.

You ask around for everyone's opinions,

But you asked as if my opinion really mattered least.

You said things that might seem to be just a passing comment to you,

But you never understood that how hard it could have struck me.

You seem hard to even bring out a grin when you're talking to me now,

But when you're with him, or anyone else, laughing doesn't seem much of a problem.

If you love someone, you know you'll try your best to make that someone happy.

Am i really capable of such a great thing?

& yaaa,

on a brighter note,

HAPPY NEW YEAR all friends and passerbys and family and EVERYONE.

it's been great knowing you for another year,

but another year you'll have to be stuck with me.

ALL THE BEST (:

2008-12-30T07:15:00.000-08:00

TONIGHT

Tonight will be the night

Tonight the wrongs will be corrected

Tonight the mistakes will be rectified

Tonight the problems will be fixed

Tonight the questions will be answered

Tonight I open up my heart to you

Tonight I shall be yours

Tonight the tears will be kissed away

Tonight the insecurities will be made right

Tonight I shall hold you in my arms

Tonight I shall not wrong

Tonight I shall not be mistaken

Tonight I shall not give you any problems

Tonight I shall not question

Entire trust, Entire faith

Tonight I will no longer be the same

Tonight I will be different

Tonight I will be a changed man

Tonight, I say I love you.

2008-12-30T02:22:00.001-08:00

29th was a great day!
Escape to escape with the coolios!
Namely: Jasmine Louis Jane Weiru Kenneth& myself!
The rides were not all that great,
Many crazy things were down.
But the company there was sure great.
The trip was all good overall,
Other than this auntie who scolded me at the start,
-
Her: "where's the blablabla?"
Me: " Huh, she ask where's the lift?"
Her: turns back with killer look* "I dont think my pronunciation is that bad."
-
But yup, ALL WAS GOOD.
-
Then we splitted up,
Weiru, Jane and Kenneth to Weiru's house,
And my later decision was for biking with the other 2 peeps.
-
Biking after such a long hiatus sure is crazy,
But im glad i can handle it rather well though with sucky bikes from attitudeeed rental peeps.
We saw crows and eagles ><
& chilled and chatted,
Tried to catch the sunset,
but the rental peeps caught us back before we could do that.
PITYYY.
then it was dinner for me!
& OFF TO CLUBBING.
-
clubbing clubbing clubbing.
It was a rather insane experience.
Loud music,
Many girls and guys,
It was really high there.
Managed to get some moves and shake around with the rest!
Didnt really mix around with any others there,
So it was just our group,
Weiyang, Zhujie, Myself, Vera, Jane, Nicole, and Geyi!
But ya the loud music was boooooming,
and totally ringing in my head.
Although i thought it was a rather dangerous place for girls,
accompanied by guys,
you should be alright uh (:
-
then i followed vera and jane to weiru's house,
just to pop in & say hi.
And then a really,
really,
long,
sleeeeep.
Zzzzzz~
-
P.S. Due to lack of posts for earlier days,
random photos of them will be up!
SOON:D

2008-12-26T08:34:00.000-08:00

For today,
Appointments cancelled,
Many by myself,
Many by others.
Why exactly do i not feel like going out anymore.
I just wanna be cooped up at home,
Watch time tick by,
Watch people pass by,
Watch everything just go by.
But as usual,
Last resort,
Basketball.
That is where i find my enjoyment,
But achievement?
Well,
soon to come I hope (:
& here i am staring at this screen again,
Although it changes everyday,
But the things that turn up on it,
Can really,
really,
really,
Disappoint me.

2008-12-26T06:05:00.000-08:00

REPLIES TO TAGS ON TAGBOARD. [:

- J

Hahah you too alright! TAKECARE TAKECARE, stay happy =D

-Angus

You sound like you're saying yo, dinnerman >.< just ring me up ya!

- A'LYN

Merry christmas! MY GIFT HOW UH. ;x

-wanxuan

HAHA REALLY WHAT, eh go out soon soon soon? AFTER YOUR SCHOOL REOPEN LOL.

-shawn

merry christmas too! & may you get gf soon! :p

-vera

Hahah let me see only lah you :p IRRITATING WOMAN :p

-hansheng

Heh someone getting smug yoooo :x

2008-12-25T22:47:00.000-08:00

You're not a perfect woman,

But i'm not a perfect man.

I don't want to lose one i wanted, because I've taken her for granted.

Even if to the world you might just be a passerby,

to me, the world's a passerby and you're MY world.

2008-12-25T21:39:00.000-08:00

merry christmas!

Countdown on minutes near to christmas just didn't really work out,

Especially when you didn't have the seconds timer on your handphone as well.

And so it was playing dare-and-dare incorpated into games of daidee,

with Weiru, Gwen & Hansheng,

on those very first few minutes of Christmas.

We were totally made to do stupid retarded stuff,

like heading over to the counter,

asking if they,

"have pear pie?"

"is fries made up of flour or potato?"

"-going to other table- You got extra chilli? Can borrow?"

"Can i have mcflurry with pepper"

Crazy, but somehow the cards didn't like Gwen and I.

Well, but before we know it,

We were called over to ECP to meet...

Kegin Clement Joel Vera Jane & Rachel.

Did i get th names wrong?

We totally walked for 2 hours plus!

And did crazy stuff along the way.

But yup great time of fellowship yo (:

Finally we reached,

Slacked around,

Stoned here and there,

Went to the seaside and saw like tons of rats.

"DIDNT CATCH THE SUNRISE".

& we headed over to separate places!

Weiru was real sweet yo!

She wanted to go home but she came over instead with me to the airport,

because she thought i was pissed ><

And there was Jasmine!

Basically everyone was super tired,

And Hansheng and Cuteboy Zhaoyang came along later on.

CHRISTMAS SERVICE.

was rather great i thought!

Caught it twice,

But unfortunately as much as i didnt want to,

I had much difficulty staying awake!

Thanks Jasmine for th hard work though :p

Met many new peeps!

Then headed to Bugis with Hanqiao, Jasmine and Hansheng.

Well details secret!

But yup everyone getting knocked out at Subway yesterday.

Not very niceee,

I think the personel there probably could recognise us already,

Few days ago we were there making lots lots lots of noise,

And yesterday we went to sleep sleep sleep.

& somehow many many many things keep running through my mind,

my mind's with my heart,

but somehow my actions dont seem to obey them.

I know what I'm after,

but,

Do you?

2008-12-24T01:49:00.001-08:00

WHAT IS CHRISTMAS,

WITHOUT TONNING FOR COUNTDOWN ON CHRISTMAS EVE.

off for food and then tonning!

DONT MISS ME YO :p

Have trust in me,

for the words that night i said,

are words that i'll never regret saying [:

2008-12-23T23:21:00.001-08:00

My love my love my love :D

Today's christmas eve already!

The year has flashed past really fast,

I haven't even got used to th fact,

That i'm gonna be J1 next year already.

Looking back,

this year sure has been eventful.

especially this holidays,

I feel i've made friendship that truly will last!

I feel that I've changed,

not exactly till I'm flawless.

But now I'm trying.

Apologies to those that I might have hurt before,

and give me a chance to say Sorry if you just will alright.

Had no goals, no nothing.

But all this is gonna change.

And at least i know in year 2009,

I will not be alone.

I will have you friends,

you girl,

you family,

And most importantly,

God's in me, and with Him,

Nothing will bring me down and let me stay down again.

2008-12-23T22:41:00.000-08:00

I've been tagged to do this,

So read on for facts of myself,

You might've never known! :p

"According to your age, list X number of facts about yourself."

-unknown.

1. My name is Hu Weijie!

2. My christian name is Jason, and it was named after my favourite power ranger when i was still young.

3. I had food poisoning when i was primary 5, after eating ribena and nuggets in school! Bad combination, and i almost died, at least i thought so.

4. I LIKE MY HAIR.

5. When im in love with someone or something, the word impossible is never in the things that i might do for that special one/thing.

6. My entire wardrobe has 90% black and white clothes.

7. I've got many many many shoes for a guy.

8. I am real sensitive, and simple praises can make me :)

9. My longest sleep was for 2 days straight O.O

10. When i'm not feeling like myself (emo, pissed wdv), i use (...) ALOT.

11. My house has 7 computers.

12. My mother seems to know about all of my friends, or girlfriends, somehow!

13. I like to sing, here, there, anywhere. But i guess my showerhead suffers the most.

14. I feel so in love, NOW, esp. since im talking to you.

2008-12-23T10:06:00.000-08:00

Today was good!

PTL!

I woke up rather late,

& good o'bro went to bought lunch specially for me,

thanks so much kor,

You are just so sweet a brother :D

and movie outing was seriously good.

People who came were Aaron, Hansheng, myself, Weiru, Jane, Gwen and Jasmine!

Hahahah, i'm so glad you could come Jasmine!

Like after my skillful persuasion! =P

We catched Yes Man,

YESMAN!

it's a real good show i must say,

it's meaningful, funny and everything.

PLUS I GOT A GOOD SEATMATE!

Jasmine has totally funny reactions lah,

& throwing popcorn at hs.

OH AND GWEN WAS SITTING AT K-+ ,

AND HS AT K-+.

after random swapping of tickets!

HEHHH :x

& everyone's so mean to laugh at them,

Guess who laugh the most! ;p

After that,

Weiru, Jane and I went to catch twilight.

IT WAS A REALLY BAD CHOICE.

1. the movie seriously sucks!

2. it made me catch the last train and take a cab!

3. someone made me felt really emooo throughout heh :p

but yup!

anyway, sorry Weiru i couldn't accompany you and "HEHH"

another night i promised okay!

Hahahaha, actually it was just because he didn't want to send me home.

LOL :D

2008-12-22T10:13:00.000-08:00

Jasmine koo li shan is my newfound friend today!
Haha she's super high and everything!
Talking to her really makes me super happy,
i haven't felt so happy in a really long time yo!
THANKYOU.
&& she's super sweet! totally made my day, night, and everything =D
She's blurrr, spills drinks twice in one night!
and most imptly, WE CLICK :D
and and did i mention that she has the
-TOTALLY TO DIE FOR- smile!
heh!
I THANK GOD FOR YOU JASMINE [:

yay, above dedicated to you! :D
-
-
-
-
-

today was lunch with vera!
AND SUPER LONG WALKING ABOUT AND DOING CRAZY STUFF
at west mall :D
we had our 1 hour lunch as usual!
then, we walked around for her friend's birthday gift!
shopping with her sure takes v longgggg ;x
we couldn't even finish walking WESTMALL.
it's like so small!
And we totally messed around at this gift shop,
for super long, with the softtoys there,
and in the end she just bought a small softtoy,
could tell the salesperson was pretty pissed already hehhh.
Hahahah then she had to work again,
anyway meal buddy! you look super tired lah,
DO TAKE OFF MORE TIME FOR REST YAYA :D

& then it was basketball!
but today was real boring,
there were many others around so practically the whole court was taken,
AND THEN HERE I AM NOW.
-
& did i mention, IM SUPER HAPPY TODAY :D

2008-12-21T06:44:00.000-08:00

LACK OF UPDATES.
wth im-wei.bs.com!
-
yesterday was cell!
real good i thought, mum came!
(photos photos!
btw, if photos appear to be blur, change your computer configuration okay,)
and and and if you dont know yet, this is MUM!
-

-

had games and many fun stuff!
dress up as santa!
-

-

FOOD and then we headed down to orchard for movie at cine!
but somehow suddenly plans change and we all went shopping,
more like girls' shopping la :p
then then, we went home!
thanks mum for coming lah,
she's real sweet yo, subway cookie!
wansui! >< -

-

& today was candlelight service,
weiyang and zhujie managed to come!
many people brought their friends as well!
and i saw jasmine finally! heh!
but sadly she couldnt join us for pool!
and i finally talked to yunhui alot today!
but before that,
CANDLELIGHT SERVICE,
really beautiful sight yo!
-

-
then it was fellowshippp and we went pool at paradiz!
today i feel super gay man . sigh.
ANYWAY ITS WAS REAL GREAT FUN.
thanks for th day!
-
before vera wanted to shun people... :x and we went to have a sudden dinner at LJS!
then vera was so nice she took mrt back with us!
vera, jane, hs and i!
COOL PEOPLE :D
-
THANKS FOR THE DAY GUYS :D
-

valerie looks like rabbit! ;x
heh cute photo! :D
-

-
and i thought this was rather cool!
MY HAIR (:
-
lunch with meal buddy again tmr!
cant wait [:

2008-12-18T08:06:00.000-08:00

finally smiling after 2 long days of emoing . :/

tonight was da bomb !

i didnt do much for the front part of the day so yah .

it was myhope singapore!

and thanks to hansheng,

many brothers and sisters came !

it was a night of good food, good games, good fellowship, good laughter, good fun !

really !

and i know weiru's secrets! hohoho -smirks-

and william's !

hahah and so we had...

spaghetti([[:), chocolate fondue(^^), fruits(:))), sushi!(:D) and more !

sadly i don't have any pictures, as i didnt want to whip out my cameras infront of 4 pro photographers ! (aka. gilbert, zhaoyang, aaron, & eychelle(!) ) :x

so just imagine alright !

hahahahah a night well spent indeed (:

hope you guys continue coming forward alright !

and vera,

although you miss out on much,

the food was nice right !

hahah saturday will be fun as well !

better come !

huiwen as well ! :D:D

heh!

2008-12-17T11:29:00.000-08:00

many a times you lose the one you never ever wanted to lose,

simply because you took the one most dearest to you,

for granted .

2008-12-15T21:36:00.000-08:00

guess i better blog as my visits have been going down down down.

feeling all emotional inside, fear of losing everything if there even was anything,
hatred for things which even may not even have existed, questioning if there even was anything which cared for who i am.

just why am i feeling this way.

i have seldom experienced this, most of the time you would see me smiling & all happy (i hope), but when such a feeling becomes overwhelming, i really can lose it all.

many questions just keep flooding me in that thing within my head, i try to feel with the thing in my chest, but still. where are the answers ?

everyone's trying to achieve something in life . but what you're trying to achieve, may it necessarily be what you actually want ? won't it be naturally worse , if you dont even have something you're trying to achieve in the first place .

i have had many wrong ideas , they just keep coming . loss of faith , procrastination , complacency , they might just have been things that prevent me from becoming who i can be now , even in the future . "at least you know what you're lacking now " , but yet im not making an effort to do anything about it .

i really have not been trying hard enough, i dont even think im trying.

let us all live life without regrets , but regrets within in my life i already lived . yet, it really is not too late . i really hope so .

there are just too many chances that God has given me . He's aided me through them all .

i have never been giving my best, even when im pushed , i give it just 1% more. what happened to the rest ?

in primary school, i barely scraped through . just meeting the cut off point to the school im in now .
in secondary school, i just made it to be able to take 10 subjects in sec 3.
in secondary 3, i was about to fail and be retained, but somehow moderation saved me.
in secondary 4, i did not do well at all. among the lowest, to enter RIJC.

not just in studies alone , i've been incompetent in everything i do .

i've not been a good son either , i've always taken my parents for granted .
everytime they nag at me , i will just think that they are at it yet again.
i refuse to listen, yet when i really tried to ,
i realise they are trying to convey something to me .
not something that will simply irritate me , or something to the extreme that it will totally blow my mind .
it's what they had learnt from their own experience.
they've been there, done it , knew much more than i have ever known in my 16 years of life .
they did what they did because they care ,
as much as i will not listen , it really may seem nothing to me , but i actually have been losing out .
i never knew that behind those faces when they scold me , or any parents scolding their children for that matter, the face actually weeps when its no longer facing me .
when i do not listen , when i disobey , when i talk back , all these are simply knives in their hearts . & they do bleed .
my parents are humans too , they do have feelings .
furthermore, now to me , they're more than just my parents ,
and as much as i will like to say certain stuff to them .
something just stops me , i believe everyone else will have experienced this before .
it's just the fear of losing face.
but why for ? they are my parents , they've seen me grow .
i dont want to have any regrets of not telling them ,
simple words i have always wanted to say .
i love you, & im sorry for the times i made you two sad for me .

2008-12-11T07:02:00.000-08:00

LOOK AT THIS JOB, totally made me laugh!
http://www.realgamer.sg/job.htm
do go if you want to give it a shot! (:

TODAY SEEMS REAL SHORT.
lunch,
go home,
dinner,
BS,
go home,
here now.

raining heavily this afternoon!
intended to basketball,
but then again,
wasted.

lalala~
everyone's pissed with me noo! :x

i'm tiongxim!
trust meeee.

amazed at my photoskills:p

2008-12-10T08:27:00.000-08:00

LINK.

wow this totally works! so cool! no scary stuff lah promise :D or come kill me okay!
have fun finding out whether you really love him/her! xD

2008-12-10T07:27:00.000-08:00

-

HBG! (haven't posted this before did i?)
and that picture was quite sometime ago already yeah..
-
anyway, i woke up very late today!
like 2 plus, 3 like that!
then... i ate and stuff, and went for basketball!
i was supposed to go for BS,
but i didnt in the end because i had to pass tf his thumbdrive!
so sorry i forgot to return, and you needed it for tomorrow!
and sorry Minghui and Hs! for the last minute change :x
-
so i'll be having BS tomorrow night instead! with Gwen!
-
and i saw Pei En today! finally! like after how long can.
she still looks the same! which is good!
haha will be meeting her soon again! catch up & stuff wahahaha :p
gan baby leh! >< siao siao eh!
-
why do i feel so moody and emo all of a sudden these days.
like i'll feel like this for no reason man, and got no mood to talk and stuff.
sighhh. what's becoming of me!
super weird lah.
is there no reason for this, or there really is afterall.
IMU.

2008-12-09T08:35:00.000-08:00

just thought of a new name for my son next time!
as usual!
NAME FOR 5TH SON:
tihs hu!
because i just sounds so nice when you read it backwards.
HAH LAME.

2008-12-09T07:29:00.002-08:00

my world's hit, my life's broken, my love feels shattered, my heart's in pieces. what am i to do.

SORRY FOR NOT BLOGGING FOR SO LONG.
many many things happen!
-
as you all know, i had work from wed to monday!
was real tiring and crazy!
as much as i want to complain,
the people there are really nice!
and there are many people i would like to thank!
-
THANKS jinkiat for introducing th job & taking over me when i needed to zao ;x
THANKS sandy for giving me super long breaks!
THANKS jane for my pay! wahahaha! and for being so super duper friendly!
THANKS agnes for entertaining and talking to me at times! your comments are super funny lah!
THANKS gigi for calling me shuai ge! brightened up my day ;p wahahahah.
THANKS uncle johnny and auntie june for being so nice to me when i am working as well!
THANKYOU FOR THE EXPERIENCE, THOUGH ITS RATHER SHORT, I WILL DEFINITELY REMEMBER THE DAYS THERE.
THANKS weiyang for visiting me twice and eating with me! & purposely showing me ahem :p lalala~
THANKS hanqiao, yinrong and zhujie! for the dinner with me that day!
THANKS vera, for waiting for me for half an hour and not complaining! and eating with me for three days in a row!
THANKS vera (once again!), hansheng and weiru for the dinner with me at BBQ chicken as well!
THANKS minghui, gwen, huiwen and justine for walking all the way to visit me when i was at work!
you guys make me feel so loved! wahahaha!
-
so this is basically what happens at my job!
RANDOM PHOTOS.
-

-

-

-

-

-

-

-

-

and there was this woman-man! v gay lah! dancing in public to the live performance of "I'mYours", everyone's taking pictures of him! attention seeker! :p
-

-
seeing double? well then i think you're fine (: THEY ARE TWINS!
-

-

dinner with vera weiru & someguy. okok fine hansheng :p
courtesy from his blog! mwahahahah,
CATWOMAN.
-
and today was gym, basketball, lunch at kfc, with a crazy girl! and then basketball all the way until 9+++ ! shiok lah bodoh! >< - shall update more often! PLEASE TAG IF YOU'RE HERE, or weijie is hungry. hungry boys are angry boys yo !
-
You just dont know how much i miss you,
could you even just speak a word,
any word to break this deadly silence,
for i apologise and regret for everything i might have done,
and what may happen,
i just want to say,
i love you girl.

2008-12-03T06:54:00.000-08:00

(can you see a face!? something like ultraman ><)
-
TODAY WAS MY FIRST DAY AT WORK.
-
had totally no idea what i had to do when i reached there,
and i didnt know anyone!
-
but the whole salon was a very cool place!
filled with very nice people :D
-
and im quite amazed with sakura!
the number of customers she gets,
mostly whom are japanese ofcourse,
she seems to have a very high-class aura around her!
-
ANYWAY,
first i did data entry!
had to edit names and numbers of up to 6000 people man.
the number of customers been to J's Salon!
of which i found people like zhujie, liyoung and waikit!
ahahahaahahah~
i did that for like 3hours+ to 4 hours!
now i can still see numbers running in front of my eyes laaa.
plus i did all that standing!
*RANT RANT RANT*
-
after that i was instructed by sandy to chop vouchers!
sounds easy?
not like you had to do like more than 600 of them!
double chops on everyone of them, and striking off some words!
tedious tedious tedious!
that was what i did for the rest of the day.

-

-

-

i finished at 5+,
and they allowed me to go home!
HURRAY!
because they wanted me to rest for tomorrow's roadshow,
besides i got nothing to do then anyway already.
btw, IM A CASHIER!
very cool job!
and the cash register seems much harder to use than it seems,
but i'll get used to it, i will!
-
baby i dont ever want to let you go,
our love will be like the amount of nagging my mum gives everyday!
always increasing! :X

2008-12-01T07:48:00.000-08:00

(cant see my hair clearly from here right:p)

booooos!
okok posting again to prevent my blog from becoming dead again.
SORRY MINGHUI ;x
-
today woke up super late!
as usual!
i thought i was late in meeting BB so i rushed out of my house!
then BB told me not going town already!
go sell stuff somemore,
hahaha totally sian-ed out then,
well although you can say i was rather pissed throughout half the day,
but see BB so cute! forgiven le laaa~
-
haha then BB rushed off!
and i came back for basketball!
-
wah i played from like 4+ to 9!
and my fingernail got fingernail-ed by this man from China!
HAHA LOL.
okokay random :p
-
anyway im super tired after that,
then had prayer conf!
& here i am now (:
-
will post more interesting stuff next time lah,
can't help it,
this IS my life now [;
and i dont want you to ever leave me ;p
-
hahah, my blog's getting scandalous!
like i said! ;D

2008-11-29T08:55:00.001-08:00

today was a tiring day!
at least, physically.
[probably due to the fact that i woke up at 12 plus ;x)
-
& i missed out on gym!
& i missed out on going to school!
-
and i was late for pool somemore!
sorry cell, for letting you peeps wait for me :x
-
but pool was real fun lah!
feels like i haven't played in ages,
and i just go rejuvenated baby!
-
played for a few hours..
then some of us went to visit huiru's mum!
some went to have food, i think!
-
as for me, i went to meet joan& yeeting!
yeeting seriously doesnt look chinese lah :p
umm, walked around, came back boon lay,
ate, went to her house, slacked,
walked with joan, then went home!
-
& here i am now!
-
tada, what a weird post ._.
but at least it prevents my blog from turning dead ;p
CIAOOO.
-
pictures for next post. PROMISED [:
-
TAG REPLIESSS `
han sheng - errr okay , i let the dogs out? LOL.
Gwen - haha okok fine fine i believe you ! today was fun right right !
justine - i did! twice in two days! ACHIEVEMENT.
valerie - haha i linked you already ! there there there~
vera - haha, at least that makes you um, remember me ! ;x
本小姐 - you never update also loh !
Louis - yup , trying very hard to ! ERZI ! :D
Gwen - hehe thanks thanks ! lalala ...
sexy girl (eva) - haha xie xie ni too !
本小姐 - YES SEE YOUR NAME. & yeeting seriously looks um , malay !

gastric get well soon lah ! girl iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou,
when you count the stars with me, & try to spot that brightest one,
i hope you know, that you're that brightest star for me .
aishiteru! <3

HAHA SCANDALOUS :O

2008-11-28T11:13:00.000-08:00

HEYOOO,

so today was basketball!

sadly only zhujie& yihao turned up,

WAYNE OFF-ED HIS PHONE.

hahah super tiring man!

but it sure was an afternoon well spent :D

and i got a haircut!

REAL SHORT I TELL YOU.

*turn turn turn* -.-

whee!

2008-11-27T22:08:00.000-08:00

opps, i haven't blogged in ages!
so many things to do, so little time..
HMM, lets talk about 4R'08 chalet first!
-
well, i actually didnt expect much out of it,
but it was okay in th end, though the chalet was super duper ultra mega short.
-
people who attended!
Nelson
Jonny
Wayne
Abel
Guowei
Yensen
Zhengyi
Yihao
Thyejie
Yongen
Brandon
Weisiang
Jinkiat
Angus
Waikit

& most importantly, ME!!
-
slightly more than half the class lah hor,
not bad not bad :D
-
RANDOM PICTURES
-
*post them next time, something's wrong with my cable!*
-
although our 2 years in a class has just ended,
our lifetime of friendship has just begun!
i hope that we'll all keep in touch even after we graduate from ri to ri!
though everyone in the class might seem different,
i believe that is what make all of us unique,
so why not let all of us just accept each other's wrongs and nots,
for no one in our class, is perfect afterall!
go 4R'08!
the memories you guys brought about,
"will be ingrained in my mind forever,
never to be erased"
:D:D
-

Monday 24th: class chalet
Tuesday 25th: escape
Wednesday 26th: Pool with all*(-.-) & arcade with n317 guys!
Thursday: Random moving around singapore!
Friday: Basketball> zhujie, yihao & haircut!
Saturday: School, and cell pool!
Sunday: Church Service!

AHHHH, let's go weijie!
excitement excitement excitement,
never fails to excite me ==

2008-11-18T04:52:00.000-08:00

goodbye huiwen!
today was a surprise send-off for her,

by hansheng, louis & i on the behalf on n317!
wahahahahah,
LONG TRAIN RIDE FROM JURONG to CHANGI. (me&hs)
-

glam? unglam?
-
haha we were so bored we started doing lame stuff,
such as lying on seats -.-
-

-
and when we FINALLY reached, we had to wait for another hour,
for late o' louis.
-
we started to camwhore! >< -

why am i so happy?
-
this was where we spent hours at.
-

-
& we were so sweet we did up a book for her as well!
hope she really was touched by our efforts! :p
-

TADAA, safe trip yo! happy shopping [:

2008-11-17T05:20:00.000-08:00

TODAY WAS GYM DAY.

to think that the only thing i did for the entire day was gym.

besides a 1 hour wait for me of hansheng and a MORE than 1 hour haircut of his.

GYMMMM .

hansheng's so called, artistic photo.

& we had KFC after that,

then i saw ryan and ahem!

plus fish& company. <- LOL -.-

2008-11-16T04:13:00.000-08:00

BACK TO POST ,
these 3 days were a total blast!
1' sleepover at shaun's house!
-

-
3 storey plus pool table! :D
-
& not forgetting KIMCHI..
-

-
&&& going to random places was just so cool ,
but most importantly,
THANKYOU churches Grace Assembly of God& City Harvest,
i'm very sure that these 2 days alone would definitely have greatly impacted me in my life.
i had learn to have faith in God, and now i know that even at times where everything might seem bleak, God you would stand by me.
most importantly! i had gained friendship, in its purest form, esp. N317!
THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH, initially i was so afraid to be an outcast,
( as you can ask hansheng )
but you guys changed everything,
&im pretty sure i will be heading back more often than ever! :D
thanks lovies, and God bless you all! [[:

TAGS REPLIES BTW,
Peishi - thanks for your countdown& your wishes, dear friend! :P
♥ADELYN(: - heehee thank you too ya! dont always on drugs lah you hahahaa
Layching - haha thanks thanks! yeah FINALLY 16 . yup together is from your blog as well ,where got all girls o.O
J-thegirl - hahah what bully, why you whole day bring up the "F" word one ah! aiyooo...
S~Fish - TAGGED& LINKED. :D
chinhian - errr, thanks for tag too? advertise your blog lah!
dominic - SPAMMER, spam somemore i ban you ahr!
lolz - bet you're the name above too..
hansheng - I OWN YOU.
pris - haha tag more lah yo! THANKS :D

DONE.

2008-11-13T08:28:00.000-08:00

today was a long daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay. hurhurhur, though i woke up at like 1 >.<
-
THEN IT WAS BOWLING<3

went from chevrons to tamanjurong westbowl,
because it had some stupid primary school competition,
mafan lah bodoh :D
-
-
-
but it was kindof emo and stuff lah, anyway! highlight of the day would be the soccer match!
-
ALBIREX NIGATA vs WOODLANDS WELLINGTON

JUST 2 BUCKS FOR A CHILD TICKET!
"OHMYGODWTHSOCHEAPAHR"
-
and during halftime look at all these small albirex kidos come play soccer!

-

damm cute lah -pinch pinch-
HAHA
-
anyway, it ended at 4-1!
KUDOS to ALBIREX, played fantasticawonderfullincredibly well :D
though its their last match of the season,
i guess i will probably go catch the others next year then!
GO ALBIREXXXXXXXXXXXX[:
-
then it was midnight basketball!
(forgot to take pictures though >.<) and then it's 1 now already! - GAYYY ;x

2008-11-11T08:23:00.000-08:00

BIRTHDAY's OVER,

i thought of something and that is,

how many birthdays can you actually celebrate your entire life?

SO MAKE SURE YOU SPEND IT WELL!

and i hope that from now on, i will make others' birthdays special as well x;

anyway!

thankyou :

JANE LAYCHING ANGUS JULIA JULIA BENYONG NICOLE CHINHIAN

CHIHPENG MINGKANG TINA GRACE WAYNE ANNA CHRISTINE PEIEN MARCUSPUT

EYCHELLE WENJIE WAYNE ALAN YENNTING SITIAN JOYCE JINKIAT HANSHENG

DOMINIC AMANDA KRYSTAL ANNA JARYLLIM WAIKIT XINYU RAMAKRISHNA VIVIAN

LINUS KEPHREN CADY WEIYANG WANXIN BRYAN RYAN CHARMAINE GWEN GUOWEI

TINGTING WANXUAN ADELYN AMANDA CONSTANCE CONSTANCE MARCUS LENNY

PRISCILLIA BETTY ROY TINA JINGTING RICH MRONG PEISHI KAIMING LUKE RACHEL

FIONA JOAN SHUNLEI YISHI KARTHIK SOONHIN TESSA RACHELE AHWEI PATRICK JESSLIN

(in no order!) FOR YOUR WISHES [:

photos will be up soon! hopefully! :P

2008-11-01T01:16:00.000-07:00

10 more days to 111108!

a classic:

Since the day that we met girl
I aint never had anyone make me feel this way
And my heart is sure it wants to be with you
Wanna to give you the whole world
oh
If you make the promise to me, I'm gonna stay
Without you guiding me, I'm lost and so confused

What will it take to show you I'll be by your side
Girl I got you and I want to give you what you never had
Girl everyday I hope to make you part of my life
Cause you know me and I know you
girl your love is where it's at
ohhh...

I'm gonna be the love that's gonna last
And be the one that got your back
Ain't nothing never that bad that we would be together
And though we both made our mistakes
And some we never wish we made
But we'll be okay if we just stay together

Oooh..

I know he left you stranded
And you paid the price when you messed up your life oh
girl I know you're so afraid
But I can't write the wrongs she did
I know you saw the lipstick on my window
And wonder'n how many girl's been to my home
I've done my share of playing games
But for you I given up that life

What will it take to show you I'll be by your side
Girl I got you and I want to give you what you never had
Girl everyday I hope to make you a part of my life
Cause you know me and I know you
Girl your love is where it's at

ohhh...

I'm gonna be the love that's gonna last
And be the one that got your back
Ain't nothing never that bad that we would be together
And though we both made our mistakes
And some we never wish we made
But we'll be okay if we just stay together

Baby you're the one I've waited for
Because you gave me what I need and more
Girl its clear that we are meant to be
Together,
We should be together
Eternally
Ohhh...

girl I'm gonna be

I'm gonna be the love that's gonna last
And be the one that got your back
Ain't nothing never that bad that we would be together
And though we both made our mistakes
And some we never wish we made
But we'll be okay if we just stay together

I'm gonna be the love that's gonna last
And be the one that got your back
Ain't nothing never that bad that we would be together
And though we both made our mistakes
And some we never wish we made
But we'll be okay if we just stay together

- Together , Neyo.

LINKS ARE UP! [:

what if my wish, was for you to be my girl, even if it just was for a day? .

2008-10-24T06:32:00.000-07:00

i kindof realised that right after 3 long weeks of intense mugging,

this actually sums up to a one week break.

and to tell the truth, the feeling's just plain weird.

like you study hell lot then you suddenly stop,

that feeling you know you know!

ANYWAY.

the past half-week or so has been good!

monday : pool !

tuesday : soccer !

wednesday : basketball !

thursday : movie !

friday : basketball again !

and it's real fun!

going out with (& suanning) peeps who still have their olevels!

mwahahahahas .

eh friends taking your olevels!

next being physics paper ll on 29th!

JIAYOU :D:D

YET, on the contrary, i feel too lazy to do anything!

i feel like sleeping for one whole week,

just to return back to school,

get back my papers,

get screwed,

then sleep againnn. :C

DAMM, i need some excitement in my life,

though life hasn't been so bad,

i need a change!

SOMETHING DIFFERENT,

SOMETHING SPECIAL,

something like..

A JOB OR CIP.

ask me more about it!

lalala~

2008-10-21T06:37:00.000-07:00

it's over between us,

i ain't feel the love between us anymore,

face it. i dont need you.

BYE EOYSSSSSSSSSSSS!

today was a total classic!

THE CAGE

"With six 5-a-side pitches (or 4-a-side if you have the lungs and legs), The Cage is providing a new form of soccer entertainment never available in Singapore." - http://new.thecage.com.sg/home/what-the-cage

TOTAL CLASS BONDING, TOTAL ENJOYMENT, TOTAL FUN!

-even a 2 hour bus ride home didn't matter anymore!

2008-10-04T20:55:00.000-07:00

5MORE DAYS TO ENG&SS EOY

wtfoook,

will be M-I-Aing!

but jiayou messages on tagboard is GREATLY APPRECIATED. (:

2008-10-02T05:26:00.001-07:00

sometimes i wonder, what exactly is th point of studying?

is it true that everything we learn now will be of use in the future?

if everything is of use, naturally it will be that i am doing things that are for th good of my future.

however, is it really so?

mothers always say, 'just study lah, it's for your own good!', but i pretty much guessed that they would not be able to answer th initial question laid out, what exactly is th point of studying?

there are many things that come along with learning. studying is tedious, tiresome, drains much of your energy away, and at the end of th day, you might not even know why exactly you are doing this.

a girl once told me, 'studying is of no use right now, your life had been set out for you already, if you are fated t succeed, you will succeed anyway, so what's th point of studying!'

now i believe, that the key word to studying is actually learning. no point studying for th sake of studying, you need t learn from the process! if everything simply just stays in your brain until the exams and it disappears, give it up already.

learning is a stepping stone to your success. there are many parts t learning, out of which success can never be accomplished without.

yet, th most important line would be that, all th above might make some sense t some, but all in all, it may just be bullshit by the writer. (:

2008-10-01T06:25:00.000-07:00

sony ericsson C902.

it's the bomb!

CAMWHORING.

2008-09-28T01:12:00.000-07:00

finally blogging again!

before all..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANQIAO& ANGUS (:

oh oh!

i realise camwhoring can be so fun!

not like those zhuangkeai 1 2 3! photos..

but really! taking pictures together with guys can be fun& GAY (youbet!)

furthermore, there's an absolute cool feature on Macbook called: [PHOTOBOOTH]

so i present my case: on the benefits of camwhoring.

1st.. ____ it kills time!

2nd..____ it's fun!

3rd.. ____ you get t keep precious photos of you& your friends!

4th.. ____ you'll love it!

5th.. ____ try and you'll know (:

i rather see you smile for him , than see you cry for me .

2008-07-28T04:27:00.000-07:00

YEAH ~~MATH TEST~~ OVER!
it was rather okay. thanks for all the good lucks :X
TODAY IS THE 28th of JULY ,
4 MORE DAYS TO 43STOREYS EVENT LAUNCH! :D

2008-07-21T05:48:00.000-07:00

today is six different letters:
.B-O-R-I-N-G.
six long academic lessons,
woke up at 6,
reached home at 6.
what else?

2008-07-15T08:34:00.000-07:00

going crazier day by day..
BORING.

and to adeLYN-
~~stop emoing!~~ just go and sleep, and when you wake up, it will be a brand new day!

______________________________________________________
afterall it's your life, don't care what others say. live it YOUR way. (:

2008-07-14T06:04:00.000-07:00

dang. why am i feeling so emo and lazy today.
oh weijie stop slacking...!

anyway, went to catch Hellboy2, with wy, jk, xh, zj at orchard cineleisure.
it was rather okay, a few funny moments here and there, but i feel the movie lacks a climax! the prince just died. like that.
BUT, you peeps should go catch it! i like th storyline though.

then then then, we went TAKA then they eat, then i came back.
passed by the basketball court, shoot some hoops, then went home.

AND HERE I AM NOW.
-detailed description of what happened to me today

ttfn!(:

POST NUMBER ONE`

2008-07-13T00:00:00.000-07:00

o yeah! i got a blog now!

HAPPY ONE WEEK HOLIDAY (:

The Click Five sang a song about your head!
"it's empty...~"

2007-07-29T00:47:00.000-07:00

my 3rd blog eva! please visit often!! :D